Things i wanted to say her,but i couldn't..:(

"Some people come into our lives,
Leave Footprints in our hearts ,
And we are never ever the same"

What are your level of excitement on seeing a charming girl?

Well what i tried out frantically was to get off from a moving autorickshaw.As usual, totally messed up with it.For a moment i thought i would kiss the ground but luckily escaped the mishap.
This fellow "Newton" and his "Inertia",totally cumbersome at times.

Nevertheless,the girl didin't seemed to stretch her facial muscles or widen her eyebrows on seeing this Goofy act of mine.First sight of her standing placid in front of her college gate(where we planned to meet) was mesmirizing.Decorated with jewels of austerity and dressed in attire of simplicity was she waiting.

"You look beautiful".I wanted to say her ,but I couldn't.
I shook hands with her.<my Ex taught me this..;)>.Now for most of you ,It is the first sight of having "Character Dheela",but for her and species of her kind(her friends with whom i also shook hands with) it was an act out of humbleness and frankness.Honestly if i ever try this on my college girls,they would give me a look undoubtedly meaning "You swine,how dare you!".

My first notice went to her possesions .She had an umbrella with her.Well rain was always on cards with those greyish clouds hovering over you."Aah,if it rains i would hit jackpot".I potrayed myself as Rajkapoor and her Nargis of the movie Shree 420.But to my utter sorrow it didn't poured a drop that day.

This was her treat .So she escorted me to a nice restraunt .I ate to the brim.Food was fantastic.

"Your presence was what I wanted.That made my treat".I wanted to say her but i couldn't.
Well,Now this is how it should have ended.She laying by her words of giving me treat on a bet ,i cunningly won.However seeing tince of sunshine in my shadowy life,i tried to elong it.I manoevered her to visit the zoo in the city.She though reluctant ,but thought not to low me,agreed.

Wow,we did set off for it.Sitting in a speeding autorickshaw ,I do sometimes ,stole sight of her.Her serene face and magnificient way in which her hair flew syncronised with the gusts of wind,almost made me subconscious.

"I wish this auto wala ,takes us to infinity"I wanted to say her,but I couldn't.

Finally destination did arrive.Now walking with her in tandom was a proud feeling for me,I have always dreamt this for years.As a teenager,whenever I came across couples,I personified myself to be one of them.( Male one most of the time).I could die peacefully now,I thought.People scanning eyes though seem uncomfortable at times,now gave me sublime feeling."She is with me,don't dare look at her".I gave every passerby a rowdy look.Unluckily most of the time i have been on other side,therefore could smell whats cooking in their filthy minds.

We walked and walked.Every seconds spent with her was like drop of water in my desertly life.Through the cages,glasses,doors we looked at the captive animals.Everything looked magnificient that day ,every beast,every reptile,every bird and blah blah.Though the monkey was not she adored much and got afraid by one such escaped one.She was totally unware that the person she was walking with,had a good resemblance with them.

We did talk a lot.All about school life,family,studies and future plans.I remember her saying how sad she was when her father shifted her school to that of mine.
"I want to thank your dad.He is the prime reason i came to know you."I wanted to say her,but i couldn't.
Soon like most fairy tales it ended..We left for our respective places.
"Today my sleep is going to take lot of testing"I said to myself..

Next day it was again all the same.Same monotonous and cyclic life."Things i should do" replaced "Things i wanted to do".But I noticed ,how i felt nothing seeing beauties passing by me.I rendered them unscanned each and every time.Perhaps this was her magic.I missed her but had to accept ugly truth that now even the sight of her would be next to impossible.Sooner or later i will again blend with my destiny.It hurts ,but as i use to say "Time heals".



"When we walked together,,
In sands of time for a while..:)
Baby,, those are my eternal feelings..
I dream of them and Smile.."



I wanted to say her,but i couldn't.



P.S.-there is one more thing i wanted to say,the one that i haven't written also.. ;)